I feel the weight of my sins crawling on my back
I look myself at the mirror, and fear there will be left a scar
I hope for the best
And I'm ready to suffer again
How, tell me
How did we come to this?
How did I reach this place?
I was so sure
I was so safe.
And now
Again.
I feel scared

But I'm strong.
I'll endure.
I've been here before
Sadly
I haven't learned.

Will this be the last time
I fail?